Portfolio_2_Miss Angry

Miss angry, sick and tired of being angry. She was used and abused, left to feel nothing, not knowing how to deal with such strong feelings. She was nothing but a child as her emotions were left to run wild, so now she runs wild, trying to hide the pain with a smile. Yet, it’s hard to hide hate…hate of self…body, soul, and mind. Miss angry watches the clock as time goes by. Miss angry begins to wonder why she hasn’t yet, given up on life. Yes, she continues hoping that maybe things will change in time. The tears burn like salt as she cries but maybe there is still time. Miss angry, sick and tired of being angry. She was used and abused, left to feel nothing, not knowing how to deal with such strong feelings. Miss angry. She was nothing but a child as her emotions were left to run wild, so now she runs wild, trying to hide the pain with a smile. I look into her eyes, and see her yelling inside. Help me, save me, for I am running out of time!!! Hopefully, Miss angry doesn’t lose her mind in the midst of this battle that we call life. Yet, she’s so sick of the lies. Her stomach begins to shrivel inside, still no one sees the S.O.S. signs. Yes, the ones who claim to love her can’t rescue her because they are so damn blind.Miss angry, sick and tired of being angry. She was used and abused, left to feel nothing, not knowing how to deal with such strong feelings. Miss angry. She was nothing but a child as her emotions were left to run wild, so now she runs wild, trying to hide the pain with a smile. Miss Angry was too young to understand that he was too old to be her friend. Miss Angry was too young to understand that he wanted to do more than hold her hands. So now her heart crumbles into her own hands, feeling lost as her hopes begin to sink in the sand. Now her heart crumbles into her own hands, and no one will show her that there’s a better plan. She sits alone thinking that she’s abnormal, not understanding that the hell she went through wasn’t ever normal.Miss angry, sick and tired of being angry. She was used and abused, left to feel nothing, not knowing how to deal with such strong feelings. Miss angry. She was nothing but a child as her  emotions were left to run wild, so now she runs wild, trying to hide the pain with a smile.

 

~Lady of Legacy

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